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Hey! Well, my week was great! I got to visit a friend last Wednesday out of town and had an awesome time with her, then went on to go shopping for my nephew's 2nd birthday. I took my mom to an Avalon concert last night. It was incredible...those guys do a great job! I heard them in Ottawa with my brother a few years ago...and they were amazing then as well! I am heading to my trailer either today or tomorrow for probably most of the summer! Saturday is the start of Family Camp 1. I can't wait to get out there!! Summer can finally begin, because for me it doesn't really begin until I get out there. Work is going well, we had our last Sunday night youth group this past Sunday, we went to one of the teen's homes and had a pool/movie party, it was a lot of fun! We watched Ladder 49! Great Movie!! The guys didn't want to watch it so the girls did and we were all crying by the end of it! We are planning a camping trip in july and a beach day in August, then I have to lead a morning service Aug. 21. Things are going well! God is still working on me in ways I didn't know possible. It's exciting though, to see where God is taking me in life and what He has in store for me!

I'm being stretched

Hey! Things are slowing down a bit for me! At least, I thought they were, until I attended a meeting at work, and realized that it is going to get busier. God is really stretching me...I guess it's a good thing, but it is very difficult for me! He is taking me way out of my comfort zone. I almost feel like I'm getting all the jobs other people don't want to do. I mean, I love my job! But, like I said I feel like I'm getting dumped on. I am afraid that as good things are happening over the summer, that when fall comes and I leave that they won't have anyone to continue on with the things I've started.
I guess things are confusing and I just need to leave it in God's hands. I still have not heard anything about finances for next year so if you could be praying for that it would be great!
Thanks

It's In Your Hands God

It has been an interesting few weeks! I organized and led a youth service that we invited the whole church to, about 45 people came! I thought it went really well. It was very evident that God was there and it was totally for Him!
I have been worrying a lot more lately about school and how I'm going to pay for it. I need to give it completly 100% over to God though, I try and do that buy have a hard time just leaving it there! It's difficult knowing that when I go back to school, I won't be going back to the apartment I used to live in with the people I used to live with; which is really sad, we were like family!
Please keep me in prayer, and if I can do anything for you let me know!
Ciao

Confused

I am so confused right now! I love my job and great things are happening in my opnion! I am just confused about school. I know I am supposed to be at Bethany but I'm just having a hard time trusting God for the finances. There are a few people who want me to stick around here instead of going back to school, to continue my job, but I know I wouldn't be getting paid and it's not where I'm supposed to be right now! I'm also not having the best time at home, still having a rough time adjusting to everything...and it's been ever a month! Any tips?

Help me out God

Superchick sings a song called, "Help me out God" and these lyrics have been running through my head for the past 24 hours.
"Help me out God I need a little something
Turn the brights on I can't see where we're going
Cause I don't know when things'll work out just fine
Or if this road we're on leads us up
Or is leading me on down to my wishing well
Where I might drown oh I might drown
Cause I can't swim without you God
Help me out God I need a little something
Hold my hand so I know that I'm not falling down
Or spinning round or am I really just fine
Is this vertigo I feel just simply fear or maybe real
It's a long way down and I might fall and I might fall
Cause I can't stand without you God
Help me out God I need a little something
Just enough so I don't lose hope before morning comes
Cause in the sun things'll work out just fine
But the night's been extra long I fear I won't make it to the Dawn
Cause the night is dark and I might doubt and I might doubt
Cause I can't hop without you God
Just enough for tday get me through 'til tomorrow'"

It's been such a rough time lately in my life in more ways than one. I just wish there was an answer. If you could be praying for me in general that would be awesome!
Thanks guys!