A week later...

Well, I went to a wedding last night of a friend I grew up with. She looked amazing and her wedding was great! She had this amazing glow about her!
These next few weeks are looking incredibly busy with a youth service coming up that I am leading. I am trying to get everything together so it is done well!
Other than all of this busyness I'm doing well. I would rather be back at school with everyone than here at home. It feels like I'm arguing all the time with my mom, I just wish there was something/somewhere I could go. Andybody know how I feel?
That's all for now, hope to hear from you soon!

Life isn't the same anymore!

Hey! I feel so confused right now! I am not sure how I'm going to pay for school nexy year. I didn't get the government grant that I was expecting to get. It almost makes me wonder if I am really supposed to be at BBC. I'm taking 11 teenagers to Wonderland tomorrow for the Spring Celebration concert, it should be good! Our original plan was to leave at 8am but I got a call saying they wanted to switch it to 9am, get this: they wanted to sleep in!
I am wondering where God is in all of this confusion of financial stuff. It's so hard to give it all over to Him and "just trust Him."
Any advice?

Ever have 'one of those days'?

So, today was a work at home day. I got a lot of work done, but just turned into a blah day. I really was missing school and just wanted to have a really good talk with one of my friends. It didn't happen, which is ok, I mean I know she is busy with stuff at home. I've been feeling really out of place at home. I don't know why, and wish it wasn't so, but it is. Why can't I just have all of my friends at school here with me? It is so difficult right now! I need to get going because I am really tired and need to work tomorrow! Please drop me a line if you have any advice.
Thanks!

Up and running

OK. I think I'm back for good this time. What a crazy few months it has been, trying to finish off year and projects, write exams, pack, and get everything into storage but also pack everything I need for 4 months into two bags. Kind of nuts, but I made it!
I have started work and love it! I really enjoy working with the youth, I have realized this is a job I've been doing for years, but now I'm getting paid for it, a day off, and I love it! That's what matters most!
I really do miss my friends at school, and if any of you guys are reading this, email, call, or leave a post. I love you guys! Don't get me wrong, I'm glad to be home but would love to be home with all of my friends from school!
I am going to Spring Celebration on the 21 of May which should be a lot of fun! I'm also going to my trailer that weekend, and will get to see some of my friends from camp that are out there for the long weekend! It should be good.
I led youth group last night and it went amazingly well! I don't think a youth meeting as gone so well!! The kids were quiet during the speaking time (which doesn't happen often) and then they were asking questions throughout the spaking, which we answered at the end! It was so awesome to see God work!